cause i need you more than you know.
and i need you, to never never let me go.
and i need to be deep inside your heart.
i just want to be everywhere you are.

it's friday night... and i believe that i am going out for dinner this evening... at least i was about an hour and a half ago. *laugh* casey and her mom and her mom's friend are going to be here and we are going to some italian restaurant. MMM!!!

i was just reading some of my book - the everlasting man. surprisingly it's a lot easier to read than i assumed and despite the small print. i am enjoying it - the author is quite funny too. it reminds me a lot of mere christianity in the way it is beginning a case seemingly outside of any type of religion at all... and moving in that direction. i like it a lot.

oh chris rice. he's now playing on my windows media. he's coming to bremerton in a few weeks! i really want to go and see him. he is so passionate for the Lord. earlier i was listening to caedmon's call, "center aisle." it's basically about a funeral of a girl who committed suicide. the guy who sings - wow, it is such an intense song. you can feel the pain, the sorrow, the yearning in this mans heart. sometimes, i think it's hard for people to really empathize with those going through difficult times. but that song just makes me feel. it affects me. makes me think a lot. and it's not often are topics like this really talked about. in a human sort of way.

funny but people don't really talk a lot. or listen. i yearn for that. and not always are topics like this appropriate. i'd just like to have someone there to share when they do appear.

but you're saying you love me and you're still going to hold me and you want to be near me cause you're making me holy.

alright, dinner is calling my name... or maybe that's just casey (: