gross.

omigoodness. do you ever just want to be 5 years old again? a part of me wishes i was still in kindegarten... or maybe just in school... today i've been learning a lot about all the politics of a company... i have decided that Lord willing - i will be a stay at home mom forever until the Lord says no more kids. goodness gracious. i think i may need to find a better occupation... now are there any jobs out there where i can just serve and love and be with people... now, i know there are difficulties even in those jobs... but wow. the business world isn't my favorite place to be at all. am i allowed to want out? and are their alternatives - to still financially survive at such a times as this? hmm... something to think about. maybe i shouldn't have gone to a pricy school and headed over to the foreign lands to just share jesus... it's not so fun to be in the world.