sunshine.

funny thing. i went to work the other day... and i always past by this one man who sits by the door... and i've said hi before... but that morning he said, "GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!!" made me smile real big but also sad on the inside. i miss my mornings of going into synthesys so much. i just miss a lot of things. like tickle time. guess it's not so appropriate here. but i do miss it. all that tackle kind of love. holding nothing back. it's just so fun. and i miss conversations. and i miss not really being able to share. and i miss food. all that good stuff - like guac, and CHICKEN!!!!! i haven't had that yet. i don't have a big nice pan like kelly's. and i miss lunch at the dc too. and sitting outside. and conversations. more talking i miss it. i miss jesus talks and deep thoughts. and cing! i want to ccccccccccccccccccc!!! and i even miss the lake. yes, good ol bond lake.

anyway, i want to share what my joy has been lately... if someone were to ask me if i believed that the lord speaks - i would have to say, "look at my life!" it's simply amazing. ask and you shall receive. anyway... my prayer on sunday... just opened the door for pursuing my passions and asking the Lord to surface some of them and just cry out for them. and so i bring to you, "hello world: technology missions to a crowded planet." read the article. this one article has changed my heart. i have sat here crying with joy and excitement reading further information on this topic. i have communicated with rich, who wrote the article. "lord send me." view this CNN special. visit the ratanakiri website. this organization was co-founded by rich who wrote the article above... look at these pictures!!! it is UNBELIEVABLE. LOOK at their smiles!!!!! dream - believe for the possibilities!!!! maybe you won't see it how i see it. i wish so much i could share this with YOU! share my passion and heart and excitement right now. i wish i could look into your eyes and you could see in mine how my heart cries out. i want this.