tuesday.
today was somewhat of a difficult day at work. i'm not sure why. i had so much joy in the beginning part of the day... it just got harder. not really emotionally or anything... this one design i was trying to make wasn't turning out the way i wanted it to. i couldn't get what i pictured in my mind onto the screen. ): makes me kind of sad. but finally i just threw something together and i think it will work. alison was very gracious to me today. understanding. just a sense of not being fully me.
my friend jennilee called me this morning. it was so good to hear from her. she wasn't having a good day. she is so dear to me. she made me think about how loudly sometimes satan screams in our ears to believe the lies. that intense battle for your true identity.
one thing i feel the Lord is calling me deeper into - is just a confidence in the Words he has given to me. to be able to speak without fear and with authority - truth into others lives. and also to step out - and not avoid/withhold from those who are seeking me - as a friend, etc. brings me back to my original dna for sure. claiming and living it.
i have been reading a lot about job - in my chronological bible. it's amazing - how all of his friends speeches are about his "sin" and the trials he is facing are due to his wickedness and sinfulness. it is giong to be interesting to read again the Lord's reaction and response - because i know he sets them right. further it makes me think about how easily it is to simply live in this community and begin diagnosing people and the root sin issues that keep them in bondage, etc. and of course it's all for the result of freedom and victory, but at the same time - you wonder - as in the case of job - is there more to this?!
last night bsf was awesome. i had such a good time with my small group. there is one girl who is dealing with some medical issues right now - and i just believe so much for her healing. i met some other people too - a couple guys - it is interesting how some individuals won't look you in the eye. just different. makes me think -
anyway, i gotta go to bed now. or at least read. blessings.
i miss you and love you - dear ones.
bgirl.
my friend jennilee called me this morning. it was so good to hear from her. she wasn't having a good day. she is so dear to me. she made me think about how loudly sometimes satan screams in our ears to believe the lies. that intense battle for your true identity.
one thing i feel the Lord is calling me deeper into - is just a confidence in the Words he has given to me. to be able to speak without fear and with authority - truth into others lives. and also to step out - and not avoid/withhold from those who are seeking me - as a friend, etc. brings me back to my original dna for sure. claiming and living it.
i have been reading a lot about job - in my chronological bible. it's amazing - how all of his friends speeches are about his "sin" and the trials he is facing are due to his wickedness and sinfulness. it is giong to be interesting to read again the Lord's reaction and response - because i know he sets them right. further it makes me think about how easily it is to simply live in this community and begin diagnosing people and the root sin issues that keep them in bondage, etc. and of course it's all for the result of freedom and victory, but at the same time - you wonder - as in the case of job - is there more to this?!
last night bsf was awesome. i had such a good time with my small group. there is one girl who is dealing with some medical issues right now - and i just believe so much for her healing. i met some other people too - a couple guys - it is interesting how some individuals won't look you in the eye. just different. makes me think -
anyway, i gotta go to bed now. or at least read. blessings.
i miss you and love you - dear ones.
bgirl.
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